It is happening again. I am allowing my life to become cluttered. I have become soooooooo busy with…….., soooooooobusy with…… soooooooo busy with …….that I am soooooooo…..tired. I have began to put things off again (it’s clutter because I will get to them LATER ),I have began to WAIT to do things when they should be done NOW (clutter).
The LATER, is MY way of trying to FIGURING things out-you know how I do-I am trying ENSURE that I DO, PERFORM, BE my best. Instead of TRUSTING GOD and MOVING and TRUSTING-I ALLOWED THINGS TO BECOME CLUTTERED.
I REALIZED, NO THE HOLY SPIRIT BROUGHT TO MY REMEMBRANCE, THAT I WAS INTENTIONALLY ALLOW THINGS TO BECOME CLUTTERED (HOME, LIFE, WORK, RELATIONSHIPS) BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO AVOID THE CONVERSATION AND CONVERSION THAT COMES WITH HEARING GOD (HE DOES SPEAK TO ME IN CLUTTER).
I REALLY WAS TRYING TO AVOID, AVOID, AVOID GOD, MY LORD AND SAVIOR, THE ONE WHO KEEPS ME, WHO GROUNDS ME, THE ONE WHO LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY (CAN’T BELIEVE THAT I WAS TRYING TO AVOID HEARING FROM GOD-THANK GOD FOR HIS MERCY AND HIS GRACE AND HIS LOVE).
The LATER, because of the CLUTTER, OVERWHELMED me, FRUSTRATED me, STRESSED me. CLUTTER IS NOTHING BUT FEAR and DOUBT trying to scream down the WORD that consistently and continuously remains me that “…GOD DOES NOT GIVE A spirit of fear….”
THE HOLY SPIRIT, THE GREAT COMFORTER, INTERCESSORY, MY LIFE LINE TO JESUS CHRIST IS HERE.
THANK GOD that in SPITE of me that “…THY will be done…” HE LOVES me in SPITE of ME and that it is the reason that I can say with confidence and boldness……
…Nothing will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is in CHRIST JESUS…..”
Tangey V.
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