I’m BACK. I want to “say” that I was on holiday and did not post anything. That’s NOT my story and I am NOR sticking to it. Being on holiday (Christtmas break) was and is a plausible reason to take a break. You know family, friends, peace on Earth and good will toward men. As I type this, I am rationalizing, “GOD….. says that there is a time to rest, and created the Sabbath and HE RESTED.” For I was truly tried. NO TIED- T-I-E=D(my word for tired). That’s what I SAID. And it is so far AWAY from the REAL TRUTH.
FOR REAL, FOR REAL-I had overextened and over committed myself in WORKS. No, this is not “I was so busy helping others that I forgot to do something for myself..” That’s not it at all. I was TOO busy doing and being for MYSELF-not selfishly or narcissistically but really focusing on BEING and DOING what I am PURPOSED FOR. I was doing the WORK, even the WORK that I abhor (asking GOD for ZEAL in all things for it’s for HIS GLORY).
I was WORKING SO that I forgot to WORSHIP. Oh, I prayed and thanked GOD, but I did not spend time, QUALITY time with HIM. You KNOW that time when YOU Can JUST BE!!! NO BIG WORDS needed or DESIRED by HIM, JUST BEING with HIM, PURPOSEFUL and INTENTIONAL BEING WITH HIM. KNOWING how I NEED, DESIRE and WANT TO HONOR GOD IN ALL THINGS, I FORGOT TO WORSHIP. and it showed. I WAS SO busy WORKING (focusing on BEING and DOING what I am PURPOSED FOR) that I became tired and I JUSTIFIED not posting (it was during the holiday and I need a break).
I realized that I should have been WORSHIPPING WHILE I WAS Working, WORSHIPPING WHEN I WORKING and WORSHIPPING WHERE I WAS WORKING. Had I been WORSHIPPING, there would have not been a “NEED” for an extended holiday and I would have posted prior to this.
WORSHIP-Balances ME.. WORSHIP Directs ME. WORSHIP Grounds ME. WORSHIP Humbles ME. WORSHIP Overwhelms ME. WORSHIP Reminds ME…….
HE LOVES me in SPITE of ME and that it is the reason that I can say with confidence and boldness……
…Nothing will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is in CHRIST JESUS…..”
Tangey V.
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