It’s been a long time since I have posted. NO EXCUSES or REASONS (We have excuses when we have NOT accepted responsibility for our actions or non-actions. We have reasons when we want to JUSTIFY our actions or non-actions). Some reasons are valid and WELL……… So in the spirit of the aforetyped (NEW WORD). I don’t have either. I have no excuses nor any reasons for not posting. SO I say…..
I got up every Sunday morning to do so and had time…I just didn’t. I was downstairs with my computer and a back up computer….I just didn’t. There was some Sundays were I COULDN’T SIT down and post and I didn’t. EVENTHOUGH, I knew that I it was a MUST for me to post (not that I love to be on the BOOK and in your FACE), INREALTIME. I COULDN’T AND DIDN’T. I WOULD ASK GOD TO FORGIVE ME AND HE WOULD. I THEN PROMISED GOD THAT I WOULD DEFINITELY POST THE NEXT SUNDAY. I DIDN’T BECAUSE I COULDN’T. I JUST COULDN’T POST. AFTER REPENTING AND FORGIVENESS, GRACE AND MERCY. I COULD NOT AND DID NOT POST…FOR MONTHS.
INREALTIME was birthed out of MY pain (life and growing pains). I was experiencing depression, anxiety, loss, and loneliness. I was experiencing some extreme financial woes(not unique, but IT WAS MY depression…MY anxiety….MY losses….MY loneliness….MY financial woes). As I was HURTING I was “…to never let them see you sweat….” WHAT? I AM HURTING AND VERY UNSURE ABOUT WHAT TO DO AND I MUST PRETEND THAT I AM NOT HURTING. WHAT? I BEGAN TALK…SERIOUSLY TALK WITH THE LORD. I RECORDED OUR TALKS (NO GOD CAN’T BE HEARD IN THE RECORDING… THE HOLY SPIRIT IS THE MEDIATOR).
INREALTIME, the blog, is the continuous talk, conversation, prayer, lamentation, gnashing of teeth, beseeching of the THRONE of GRACE, consecration, altar call, praise, WORSHIP that I have with the LORD. So what’s different from the previous Sundays when I COULD not post. I was “INFORMED” that INREALTIME IS THE VISION THAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME. IT IS HIS (GOD’S) FIRST PROMISE FOR MY LIFE THAT I WROTE DOWN (SEE THE BOOK OF JOSHUA). IT IS THE GATEWAY TO ALL OF HIS PROMISES FOR MY LIFE. INREALTIME would not and can not go away. INREALTIME IS MY PURPOSE AND MY CALLING.
GOD KNOWS ME. HE KNOWS THAT I SEETH WITH ANGER WHEN PEOPLE QUOTE SCRIPTURE WHEN I AM HURTING. HE KNOWS THAT IT WILL MAKE ME RESISTANT TO HIS WILL. IT IS DUE TO MY EXPERIENCES WITH THE QUOTERS OF THE WORD…. I AM TRYING TO “….CAST MY CARES….” AND THE QUOTERS HAVE SOUND BITES….EXTREMELY IRRITATING AND CAUSES RESISTANCE. SO IF I AM IRRITATED AND I AM WORKING AND WILLING TO BE IN HIS WILL….WHAT ABOUT THOSE WHO ARE HURTING AND QUESTIONING?….WHAT ABOUT THOSE WHO ARE LOST AND QUESTIONING?….WHAT ABOUT THOSE WHO HAVE NOT ACCEPTED AND ARE SEEKING?
INREALTIME…”…AS LIFE HAPPENS SPEAK THE WORD TO ENCOURAGE AND MOST IMPORTANTLY GET CLOSER TO GOD, JESUS, MY LORD. THE SOUL’S PURPOSE IS TO STAY CONNECTED AND CONTINUE TO LIVE IN THE WAY OF THE LORD REGARDLESS. INREALTIME IS REMOVING THE BARRIERS, THAT MANY, MOST DEFINITELY MYSELF, HAVE WHEN IT COMES TO WORSHIP AND GETTING CLOSER (TO GOD). MY GIFT ENCOURAGEMENT IS MAKING ROOM. MY GIFT INREALTIME FOR REAL LIFE PROVING THAT YOU (GOD) ARE ALL WE NEED AND WANT. INREALTIME IS BLESSING YOUR NAME (GOD). IT IS HONORING YOU. IT’S FOR YOU (GOD) ALWAYS. IT REMINDS ME OF US AND HOW I AM TO BE IN YOU. IT HAS NO BORDERS OR BOUNDARIES. IT IS POSTED WEEKLY, IT IS AUTHENTIC, IT’S NOT A CHORE, AND SOME TO MUSIC…ALL GLORY TO JESUS, CHRIST MY LORD AND SAVIOR THE ONLY GOD!!!!!!!
I AM to share what GOD IS sharing with ME…. INREALTIME IS GOD’S way of making ME humble and teaching me humility. INREALTIME IS GOD’S way of encouraging ME….INREALTIME IS GOD’S way of drawing ME closer. INREALTIME IS the way that GOD uses to expose the enemy to ME….and the enemy must flee from ME!!!
INREALTIME REMINDS ME…..
…Nothing will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is in CHRIST JESUS…..”
Tangey V.
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