I didn’t sleep well for at least two or three nights this week. I “worked” off some nervous energy, Thursday and Friday nights. I began to clean my house. It was the typical, shoes needing to go upstairs, clothes to be washed, folded and put away. There were dishes in the sink, both clean and dirty (how did I get here, I never use to leave dishes in the sink). Thank GOD I have moved beyond eating the worry/stress away and calling people to assure people that “I was “ALRIGHT” and “TRUSTING GOD”.
I was thinking, HOW was I going to GET things done WITH WHAT I HAD? I began to fret because I DIDN’T HAVE AND I COULDN’T GET THE THINGS DONE that was before ME. HOW WAS I, I, I, I, I, I? OH, IT IS ME!!!, ME!!!, ME!!!, ME!!! (NO TEARS, BUT FEARS AND LAMENTING JUST THE SAME).
BLESS THE LORD FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT, FOR HE, REMINDED ME THAT “THIS” IS THE SAME “NOTHING”. THIS IS the SAME NOTHING that has caused me to bite my fingernails. THIS is the SAME NOTHING that has caused me to gain weight (I have lost 20lbs. since June). THIS is the SAME NOTHING that has caused me to become irritable. THIS is the SAME NOTHING that has caused me to QUESTION the ONE FOR WHOM THIS IS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR HIM. HE IS GOD!!!!! AGAIN, BLESS THE HOLY SPIRIT FOR HE HAS REMINDED OF WHO GOD IS. I ASKED THE HOLY SPIRIT TO TEACH ME HOW TO GIVE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING TO GOD, EVERYTHING. It is working. I have eaten sensibly this weekend. I have quasi-cleaned my house (shoes in the closet, A BATHROOM and half is cleaned, dishes are washed, MY BED is made). When THIS, THAT IS NOTHING COMES UP (AND THIS WILL), I THANK THE LORD AGAIN FOR NOTHING...I didn’t lament long, I am GLORIFYING GOD because my brother IS HEALED, my sister IS HEALED, I am feeling well and I am getting better, my friends ARE HEALED, our needs are met and our desires are given IN THE NAME OF JESUS.
AND THIS IS WHY I CAN BOLDLY DECLARE AND DECREE
“…NOTHING will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is CHRIST JESUS…”
TANGEY V
INREALTIME