I have been trying to feel sorry for myself. I think. I have been trying to cry over I DON’T KNOW. I have been trying to complain about ALMOST EVERYTHING OR AT LEAST ABOUT SOMETHING and I CAN’T THINK OF NOTHING. THANK GOD.
Sometimes LIFE feels uneventful and causes restlessness. The restlessness, which I ONCE FEARED, has caused me to “FIND” SOMETHING, SOMEONE, and many times, ANYTHING OR ANYONE to hang with, be with, talk to. It caused me to take on more tasks and additional expenses and NEITHER were a part of GOD’s Plan.
THE FINDING OF SOMETHING, SOMEONE, ANYTHING OR ANYONE led me to WISH that my LIFE WAS UNEVENTFUL. I HAVE MISSED SEVERAL BLESSINGS “FINDING” SOMETHING, SOMEONE, ANYTHING OR ANYONE DUE TO MY RESTLESSNESS AND TAKING ON MORE TASKS AND ADDITIONAL EXPENSES. I WAS NOT BEING A GOOD STEWARD OVER MY TIME, RESOURCES AND ENERGY.
I NO LONGER FEAR RESTLESSNESS AND I FULLY EMBRACE MY BORING AND UNEVENTFUL LIFE WHICH I THOUGHT CAUSED MY RESTLESSNESS. THE RESTLESSNESS HAS CAUSED ME TO CONTINUOUSLY AND CONSISTENTLY SEEK GOD. I AM SOOO….. OVER THE DO-OVER. I WANT TO GET IT RIGHT FOR HE IS GOD. THE RESTLESSNESS HAS CAUSED ME TO WAIT (THAT AGAIN) AND DECLARE AND KNOW “UM…UM…SOMETHING IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN!!!” THE WAITING CONTINUES TO TEACH ME HOW TO TRUST GOD MORE AND DECLARE AND KNOW “UM…UM…SOMETHING IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN!!!” AND WITH GOD SOMETHING IS EVERYTHING, THEREFORE,
“…NOTHING will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is CHRIST JESUS…”
TANGEY V
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