This morning I did not hesitate to get out of bed (4:50 a.m.). YES, I hit the snooze button but only once and I did not use all of my snooze time. I knew that I HAD to share this morning. As I “ramble” (type) on the computer and even before I began rambling (typing), Tasha Cobbs’ For YOUR GLORY began to play in my head. Just had a HOLY GHOST INTERVENTION as I am typing this (an instant revelation of the WHAT and WHY that you are currently experiencing-MY WORD AND MY DEFINITION). The song, “For YOUR GLORY” was the answer to my WHY I AM I UP and sharing 5:00 o’clock in the morning on a Sunday during Summer Vacation? The answer will and does seem clichesish (NEW WORD), For GOD’s GLORY and CLICHES are REAL. My sharing is For HIS GLORY.
I will admit, confess and I HAVE REPENTED that I have not been GLORIFYING MY GOD IN REAL TIME (INREALTIME is the name of the supposedly weekly blog). I had begun living in fear AGAIN. Fear of messing up “AGAIN“, Fear of “Not getting it right” AGAIN, Fear of “Almost” AGAIN. Fear of Not Having Enough AGAIN. Fear of Not Being Enough AGAIN. FEAR OF THE BLESSINGS AND THE FAVOR OF GOD AND THEIR TANGIBLE MANIFESTATIONS (RECENT REVELATION). I WAS NOT DOUBTING THE POWER OF GOD. I KNEW AND KNOW THAT HE HAS, HE IS AND HE WILL (FILL IN THE BLANK).
THE ATTACK OF THE ENEMY HAD BEEN, HAS BEEN AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE EXTREMELY SEVERE AND LIFE-THREATENING (“KILL…STEAL AND DESTROY…”). THIS IS NOT A PHENOMENON. THE ENEMY SEVERELY ATTACKS ALL OF GOD’S CHILDREN.
THE ATTACKS ON MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, MY HEALTH, MY MIND AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD WERE AND ARE AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE RELENTLESS. I ALLOWED FEAR TO IMPACT AND IMPEDE MY PRAISE AND WORSHIP. I BEGAN TO LAMENT, WRING MY HANDS AND HOLD MY HEAD IN MY HANDS OVER THINGS THAT I WAS DELIVERED FROM. I WAS NOT PRAISING GOD FOR MY RESTORATION.
MY FEARS CAUSED ME TO ASK, NO CRY OUT “LORD WHEN WILL THE TANGIBLE MANIFESTATIONS OF YOUR BLESSINGS AND FAVORS BE SHOWERED UPON ME AND MY FAMILY. GOD REVEALED THAT IT WOULD BE SOON!!!!
SOON. I AM WORKING HARDER AS I WAIT UNTIL SOON. I AM WORSHIPPING AND PRAISING GOD MORE INTENSELY AND INTENTIONALLY AS I WAIT UNTIL SOON. THIS WILL ALLOW ME TO PREPARE FOR ANOTHER ATTACK OF THE ENEMY BECAUSE I EXPECT ANOTHER ATTACK AS I WAIT UNTIL SOON.
MY TEARS THAT USE TO DROWN MY SORROWS ARE NOW WATERING THE SEEDS THAT WERE PLANTED FOR GOD’S GLORY AS I WAIT UNTIL SOON.
AND THIS IS WHY I CAN BOLDLY DECLARE AND DECREE
“…NOTHING will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is CHRIST JESUS…”
TANGEY V
INREALTIME
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