In the key of Squeak, (the Color Purple), “Who Diss Believer?

I am fighting this morning. Fighting to “be blank“. There so many things (thoughts) that are jockeying for a place in my consciousness and are competing for the top spot or first place if you will. Of course the thoughts that are NOT RELEVANT to ANYTHING and are NOTHING are in the lead. They are the the thoughts that conjure up self-doubt, self-pity, fear, worry, and pettiness. The NOTHING then becomes SOMETHING and impacts EVERYTHING-I become irritable, then angry, left uncheck bitter and disengaged or NUMB.

I THEN began to RETRIEVE from the “I AM SO OVER THAT” pile and WASTE EVEN MORE TIME AND ENERGY ON NOTHING (HOLY GHOST INTERVENTION–DESTROY THE PILE-PLACE WHAT’S IN THE PILE ON THE ALTAR-OH WHAT GRIEFS WE BEAR….WE DON’T TAKE EVERYTHING TO GOD IN PRAYER!!!!). FEELING TIRED and DEFEATED, I lift my hands up and offer GOD PRAISE????

I imagine GOD looking around (You KNOW HOW we DO when something surreal is happening and we wonder, is it JUST ME that see…heard…) and asking AND EXCLAIMING, “…WHAT IN MY WORLDS?!!!!…” . The ANGELS are ROLL-READY (ready to defend). JUST Say the WORD and IT IS FINISHED!!!!–THEY STAY READY!!!!

I imagine GOD’S head, cocked to the side with that RAISED EYEBROW, quoting and paraphrasing The Color Purple by ASKING, “…WHO DISS BELIEVER?…” I can see the ALL of THE HEAVENS clamoring to see and READY TO CORRECT WHATEVER that is CAUSING YHWH to EXCLAIM, “WHAT IN MY WORLDS?” The ANGELS are ROLL-READY (ready to defend). JUST Say the WORD and IT IS FINISHED!!!!-THEY STAY READY!!!!

I imagine ALL of the Clouds of Witnesses gathering to see “…WHO DISS BELIEVER?!!!!…” PRAYING in the PRESENCE of YHWH that HE HAS mercy on WHOMEVER that’s “offering” HIM PRAISE????, for they KNOW of HIS FAITHFULNESS. For YHWH has EXCLAIMED, “...WHO DISS BELIEVER?!!!!…” IF GOD DOESN’T RECOGNIZE THE BELIEVER…then the Witnesses can not properly WITNESS. The ANGELS are ROLL-READY-THEY STAY READY!!!!

I can imagine JESUS PRAYING, SITTING ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF GOD-PRAYING AND DECLARING–WHOMEVER THIS IS-IS MINE!!!!! The ANGELS are ROLL-READY. THEY STAY READY!!!!

WORSHIP BREAK-GOD IS SO GOOD-EVEN WHEN I’M AM NOT ME-DOING WHATEVER AND THINKING WHATEVER, NOT GIVING GOD WHAT HE DESERVES AND DESIRES-JESUS DECLARES THAT I AM HIS-“…THESE ARE THEY THAT HAVE BEEN WASHED IN THE BLOOD…” BLESS GOD!!!!

I can imagine the ANGELS positioning themselves for WHATEVER!!!! I liken ANGELS and THEIR relationship and actions WITH and FOR GOD to my relationship with certain people in my life: my niece Dottie, my nephews Keith and Montelle Sr., Montelle Jr., Demetrick Jr., my brother Don, my cousin Lee Andrew Jackson, my Uncle Fred, my aunt Mary Anderson-Jackson, my cousin Kimbolee Jackson-Rome, my cousin Terrance Jackson, Mr. and Mrs. Barrett, Mrs. Pirtle, Gabriel and Regina Harris, Mrs. Green, Karla Hankins, and Mr. Jones. When they give the cue (upset and cussing), I take action-no questions asked-I’m swinging, kicking, pulling hair (wigs and weaves-both men and women), pulling shirts over heads, dragging, installing tire tracks on body parts—you name it. I am ROLL-READY.

Sharon, Beverly, Demetrick Sr., Meegan, Arneisha and Sybil, I HAVE BEEN cued and WE ARE ROLLING for ya’ll are WAY PAST READY!!!!! IT HAS FINISHED OR IT IS BEING FINISHED!!!!

I can imagine the, The HOLY SPIRIT, “BOOTS on the Ground…” (an upcoming post), CONFERENCING with JESUS, ALSO PRAYING to YHWH on WHOMEVER’S behalf as HE, THE HOLY SPIRIT, begins an EXTREME MAKEOVER for WHOMEVER.

I KNOW that the HOLY SPIRIT brings to WHOMEVER’S remembrance of WHOSE they are.

I KNOW that the HOLY SPIRIT ministers to WHOMEVER so that the question, “…WHO DISS BELIEVER?!!!!...” IS ANSWERED.

I, Tangey V. Skinner, am the BELIEVER WHOM THE QUESTION IS ASKED. I am that BELIEVER who has allowed circumstances dictate my moods and feelings. COME ON THROUGH HOLY SPIRIT-HE has revealed that I am “blank” most of the time is due to fear. I am not allowing anything “NEW” in. So if nothing goes in, then NOTHING comes out. I watching old tv shows again and again.

During Bible Study and Sunday School, I am “listening” but not really. I hear bits and pieces, but I am not going to my living room (one of my prayer closets where I ask GOD for clarity of the WORD that I have received).

I am not watching TD Jakes, Ron Carpenter or Steven Furtick like I use to-Thursday, Friday nights and Saturday morning until noon. When I do “make” time, I am doing something else “while” listening.

This has caused GOD to ask (HAVE MERCY LORD), “…WHO DISS BELIEVER?!!!!…” As with Adam, GOD is ASKING, “…Tangey V. where are THOU?…” (YOU KNOW I LOVE THE KING JAMES VERSION). TRUTHFULLY I answered, HERE I AM!!!! LORD, I KNOW NOW WHY YOU ASKED “…WHO DISS BELIEVER?!!!!…” The reason you can’t see me LORD is because I AGAIN was cloaking myself in my hurt, pain, fear, doubt, worry and shame.

Yet, unlike Adam, I have not clothed myself due to my sins. THE HOLY SPIRIT REMINDED ME OF THE DAILY DOSE OF BRAND NEW MERCIES AND THAT The BLOOD of JESUS allows me to be NAKED and UNASHAMED as I confess and repent, “…LORD it is I, Tangey V., that has sinned and come short of YOUR GLORY…”

LORD FORGIVE ME FOR MAKING YOU COME AND LOOK FOR ME.

LORD FORGIVE ME FOR IGNORING YOUR CALLS (CERTAIN ACTIONS TO TAKE OR NOT, PHONE CALLS TO MAKE).

LORD FORGIVE ME FOR CAUSING THE HEAVENS (YOU LOVE YOU SOME ME) TO PROVE YOUR LOVE FOR ME-AGAIN!!!!-

WORSHIP BREAK“…WHAT IS MAN THAT THOU IS MINDFUL OF…?!!!!!

BLESS GOD!!!! BLESS GOD!!!!BLESS GOD!!!!BLESS GOD!!!!BLESS GOD!!!!BLESS GOD!!!!BLESS GOD!!!!

BLESS GOD!!!! THAT I AM THE BELIEVER WHO IS READY TO HEAR YOUR WORD, LISTEN TO YOUR WORD, BELIEVE YOUR WORD, KNOW YOUR WORD, TRUST YOUR WORD, APPLY YOUR WORD AND LIVE ACCORDING TO YOUR WORD-FOR YOUR GLORY.

I AM THE BELIEVER WHO TRUST GOD AND DECLARES WITH ALL THAT IS IN ME.

“…NOTHING will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is in CHRIST JESUS…”

TANGEY V.

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