This morning my spirit for INREALTIME is willing, but my FLESH is sleepy. I hit the snooze button only once. I should have gotten up when I first heard the alarm because I COULD NOT go back to sleep. At the sound of the second alarm, I did get out of the bed (not with zeal of course) and began to prepare for today’s post.
As I was preparing for today’s post, I had to “STOP” my mind from roaming. Surprisingly it did not take long. There has been soooooooo much going on THIS WEEK. I am surprisingly calmer than I have ever been in my life. Yes, I have discussed it with my family and friends. But what I am shonuff overwhelmed by is the fact that I IS (MEANT TO PUT IS THERE) CALM.
Typically, I would have called everyone I know to “check on them” and that would have provided me an avenue to tell them what I was dealing with or going through. NO, I let me CORRECT the previous statement. I would have been “given my testimony” on how I have “GIVEN” it ALL to GOD and how I “TRUST” HIM. In ACTUALITY, they were FAUXTIMONIES (FAUX TESTIMONIES AND NEW WORD). It was my fear and doubt that I was exposing under the guise of my many decrees and declarations. The decrees and declarations were not made BOLDY but FEARFUL and DOUBTFUL in the name of JESUS.
Due to my FEARFUL AND DOUBTFUL decrees and declarations in the NAME OF JESUS, I was NOT enjoying life. I WAS losing sleep. I WAS “sleeping in”. I WAS binge eating and WAS STILL hungry. I WAS depriving myself of necessities and desires. ALL OF THESE THINGS WERE CAUSED BY MY MANY FAUXTIMONIES (FAUX TESTIMONIES). I WAS REALLY AFRAID AND HAD NO CLUE ON HOW TO HANDLE THE VARIED AND VARIOUS SITUATIONS THAT I WAS IN.
YES, I HEARD “CAST ALL YOUR CARES ON HIM…”. I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS DOING JUST THAT BY GIVEN MY FAUXTIMONIES (NEW WORD) TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. BUT GOD. HE IS SO FAITHFUL.
I COULD LIST EVERY PRAISE PROMPT (SITUATION AND NEW WORD) BUT AS THE NEW WORD CONNOTATES (PRAISE PROMPT), I CHOSE TO PRAISE AND WORSHIP GOD. YES, THEY ARE EXTREMELY SERIOUS AND SOME ARE LIFE ALTERING (LIFE-SHATTERING FOR THOSE WHO REFUSE TO REALLY SEE GOD IN ALL THINGS). YES, THEY ARE WEIGHING HEAVILY ON ME AND AS THEY COME UP (BECAUSE THEY WILL), I CALL ON THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT TO HELP ME GIVE IT BACK TO THE LORD.
I HAVE SAID “OH NO…I AM NOT DEALING WITH THAT…LORD, IT IS YOURS…I KNOW AND I AM NOT AFRAID…I TRUST YOU, LORD…TEACH ME HOW TO TRUST…HELP...I CAN’T LORD…BLESS YOU, LORD…PRAISE YOUR NAME LORD…GLORY TO YOUR NAME LORD…THIS ARE NEEDLESS CARES…I AM NOT FORFEITING ANY MORE PEACE…THE HOLY SPIRIT BRINGS TO MY REMEMBRANCE THAT I SERVE A LIVING GOD WHO HAS ALL POWER IN HIS HANDS.
Taking liberty and using the Mississippi Mass Choir as an authority, this morning when I rose….my SPIRIT was WILLING to share this post AND MY FLESH was SLEEPY and YET,
I HAD NO DOUBT FOR…
I KNOW THE LORD HAS, IS AND WILL TAKE CARE OF ME
I KNOW THE LORD HAS, IS AND WILL PROVIDE FOR ME
I KNOW THE LORD HAS IS AND WILL GUIDE ME ALL THE WAY
SO I AM SINGING, SHOUTING, PRAYING, PRAISING AS I START MY DAY
AND THIS IS WHY I CAN BOLDLY DECLARE AND DECREE (NO MORE FAUXTIMONIES)
“…NOTHING will separate ME from the LOVE of GOD which is CHRIST JESUS…”
TANGEY V
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